Oh yes, YOU ARE ... 

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Happy 2012

This is the year of which the Sages and Prophets didst speak. Hallelujah ...we have arrived! My own feeling though is that a very many of us have arrived at this anticipated place quite a few years ago. I myself started my Awakening  in 1980. Yes, I am an early 'Indigo', a kind of John The Baptist who has been asking questions and trying to make sense of my own life from a very early age. I consciously decided to climb the walls that would lead out of my 'societal prison' and to get my own answers about my own life when I consciously told myself that nothing of my life was making  sense. It has been a long, lonely, sometimes ecstatic other times painful road. I travelled the full gamut of emotions. Amidst laughter and tears, I have brought in, filled my body with and anchored and radiated healing Light in various places on the Planet. Working with the Shadow or the Pain Body as called by Eckhart Tolle, I opened up the spaces within me to meet more of my glorious Self, my very own Divinity. All the time I was learning various healing modalities which were essentially helping me to become aware of and to release all of the 'ka-ka' that had held me bounded to the game of duality. I saw that I learnt them for me. They were my tools along the way ...my healing kit ...so to speak to facilitate the budding and flowering of my I AM.

In 1987 for the Harmonic Convergence, I attended a Sleep-Out under the stars at Stanhaven on the outskirts of Montreal. We om--ed all through the night and my own fabulous experience at early dawn was to see, as if written on clouds, a foot from my face, hieroglyphs. They were all there. I stared in awe; I tried to touch them and asked those close to me if they saw them  too but they didn't. It was my own experience...an ancient Egyptian memory bleeding through. And so this is why  I said at the beginning of this writing that many of us had already arrived at 2012 a few years ago.  

It was 2005 when I had  the most painful bout of Shingles. I felt my body transformed by Fire. The pain was more than words could ever describe. It lasted over several months and when it was all settled and I felt myself emerging from what felt like  a charring of my body, mind and spirit, I heard myself say: "I AM". I felt within as I closed my eyes and I heard myself say it again but this time, it was  with a feeling  that I had reached a junction. I had reached .... the fullness of ME. That is how it felt. I stood within mySelf like a little child beholding the wonder of Disneyland. My little ego had travelled to the place of interface with my Divinity. Previously, during meditation, I'd leave her behind and then have all of my experiences from the perspective of my Divinity. I had accepted John Price's challenge to spend 60 days thinking only divine thoughts from his program: Journey into the 4th Dimension, subtitled: A Spiritual Philosophy For a New World... but I had return to my ego self as I learnt to be in charge of my own thoughts. Now...here I was little me...  feeling myself up against this gigantic, marvelous, radiant and magnificent Being. I AM. It demanded nothing of me...nothing for me to do..to say...to be ...just a magnificent energy of AM-ness.

Since then I feel as if I have been 'cleaning up' like ... gathering up the pieces of shell and  all the instruments that I have used to break open this nut to  arrive at the magnificent seed nestled therein. They are all a part of me too and are called 'Aspects' in Shaumbra terms. It is an arduous journey on its own to gather all of these fragments of self. They want to be with me especially since they do know that they have helped me to get where I AM. They are my own creations, they helped me to deal with life as I saw it in this dimension.  And as I hear them, see them close and some afar, deliberating, wondering if they should come to me, I understand the importance of being centered in Love of my Self. Important it is to stay centered because they are coming with their ideosyncracies and all the illusions of emotions from which they were created. Even so with their many gifts and talents, they are all creations of duality and as such they are manipulative...wanting to run my life all over again.

So over the past few years I have been focusing on...  

.... Love of Self... the ultimate, the most important on my 'To Do' List. From the love of my I AM-ness, I radiate my Love to them. They are welcome to come and BE ... at Peace ...

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'The secret of life is to "die before you die"  - and find that there is no death.' Eckhart Tolle, The Power of Now.

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"We need to wake up from the slumber of forgetfulness and remember who we really are" ... from 'how to find God in everything' by amoda maajeevan

The Awakening

this morning,

                   as i was awakening

                                              i felt my Self

                                                         contracting, contracting,  contracting

                                                                                                                    from everywhere 

                                                                                           back into the little ball

of flesh and blood,

this energetic field of matter

sustained by a river of corpuscles, 

                                                                                            that is my physical body,

                                                                                     back into the bed and

                                                                                            i heard my Self saying:

“I AM the God of Universes and Galaxies

I have come from the Stars to effect change

and balance upon the Earth

I have taught by living the effects of the illusion

of fear and separateness (lack and limitation)

And now I must teach by living the reality of Love

and Oneness (expansiveness and abundance)”

and then

i was fully present

in the bed

stretching and yawning and

thinking of the words

that had just come

out of MY mouth

and

i thought of the pun

that had woven itself

in between my awakening thoughts…

like vapor condensing

in the dance of an abundant rainfall

Yvonne Ste Claire Provost

Copyright © Foreday Freedom Flight

 Friday, April 23, 2004

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• Enhances one's awareness of body and breathing

• Relieves accumulated energy blockages

• Provides a basis for the continuous release of emotional blockages as it sets up a pattern that is easily simulated

• Establishes a feeling of lightness in spirit, mind and consequently body

• Encourages the feeling of needing and wanting to go deeper into Self.

"In this sea of peace and calm and tranquility, I feel myself disappear into the Oneness of Love. As I yield to and embrace the Light of Creation, I find myself soaring within the mountains, clambering within the valleys, moving through the barks and leaves of trees and I become the blue of the Skies, the brown of the Earth, the green of the Grass and here I find myself in the radiance of the birthing Sun giving gently of its warmth and radiance. I am the warmth, I am the radiance. I feel myself in the energies that rise from the earth. Like vapor from a subdued volcano, I surrender to the arms of the Universal One, into the illimitable bliss of All That Is ... into the Arms of  my mighty I Am...the Truth of my Reality"

~Yvonne Provost~

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 Mini Channel from my Heart 
Friday, October 19, 2007

I always consider my hands as extensions of my heart and it is with this in mind that I channel energy. So with this thought, I began writing:

‘My beautiful hands which have become the echo of the voice of my heart have been silenced into nothingness it feels like. My heart, my heart, what would you say to me now?

"I would say that you have waited for a very long time to hear my crystal voice. I have awakened to new sounds, new vibrations that are resonant with this new day. How wonderful it is to sing with a crystal voice. I sing now with the sounds of waterfalls, the crisp yet lingering sounds of icicles. Can you hear me now as I vibrate at a different frequency that would seek to bring you to more exciting experiences. My love is not new; it simply means that I encompass more of you in this dimension. The momentum has shifted, the notes have changed. I welcome you to the newness of you that has of yet not been experienced in your physical body. I am so much larger. I have become an armor, a breastplate that has encompassed most of your torso. I have extended my essence literally throughout all of your organs and they have all attuned their frequencies to me. All of this you have chosen in previous times so an agreement was already in place for all of this event and its subsequent occurrences."

It is such a simple telling but telling nonetheless ....so even love has a different frequency for me. It has become so expansive, illimitable and unconditional for sure. And if conditions should come up in any instance, I find myself looking at those to get pass into the Ocean and for me it feels important right now to bring the essence that I AM to full consciousness. This is my guidance in the moment, my 'NOW'.

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An Expression of Gratitude

∞ November 9, 1998 ∞

"My weekend at Niagara-on-the-Lake was simply wonderful and very enjoyable. The peace and harmony of the environment I shall keep for re-call. The visual of the Niagara Falls shall remain with me for the rest of this lifetime.

I loved the azure blues and greens and pinks and lilacs that emanated from the fall of the waters cascading from one remarkable height to the next. What a spectacle it was / is! And I shall always remember the vast pillar of mist and steam that seemed to be connecting Earth to Heaven. It was as if the clouds had all collected in the one spot to join the waters and then there was no sense of separation …it was all one. The waters of the river and the clouds in the sky are as if each is extending to meet the other. What a picture full of wonder it was.

O for the bounty of your beauty, O magnificent Creator. There is no other but You. You grace Your world, giving at all times of Your magnificence and beauty and all out of the unconditional Love that You are. My heart is swollen with gratitude and appreciation of all that you are and all that you give. I thank you copiously from the bottom of my heart. A mighty fortress are you, my beloved Creator and when I behold your vastness in the lakes and rivers and mountains, I see my inconsequential ego. I truly see it for the nothingness that it is – yet, I behold the vastness in my Self as it seeks to merge from within with all that is created and as it knows it Self to be the very rivers and lakes and mountains for all of Life is One."

As I reflect on these words written from where I was in my own development in 1998, I continue to walk the walk into the magnificence of my Self where the awareness of the qualities of the Creator fills my Consciousness with ALL that I AM and now I stand present in my knowingness  that I AM that I AM. 

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 My 'Prayer'

I pray to Me ...Prayer has now become a promise to and with mySelf. I pray that I be centered and sheltered in my own love, that I be always mindful and conscious of my love and that this, my love will keep me strong, faithful and committed to my own Essence. I pray that I will allow absolutely nothing to ever take me out of my Center of Love and that be-come the qualities of Patience, Wisdom and Understanding and that whatever I may need ... I will remember that I am equipped with the strength and empowerment of being able to fulfill that need...I pray that I will always be supportive of myself with the acknowledgement that as I ‘dwell in the house of the Almighty’ I AM the team that is complete and sovereign in every way. I pray that I be true friends with mySelf above all else because then I will truly feel free to BE ... accepting of each Aspect of mySelf as I truly AM ... I pray that in the union of my humanness and my divinity I be everything to and that IS my Self!

I am grateful and appreciative for All That I AM.

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Wesak

 

Thank you for visiting my site. I hope to meet you in the physical someday soon. I keep refreshing these pages often as I keep finding more materials from my old journals. So be sure to keep re-visiting.  Also, there is more interesting 'stuff' on the following pages so take a visit my friend... Am looking forward to your next visit.

In the meantime ...walk good and remember to love yourself!

Espavo *